1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,500 (ominous ambiance) 2 00:00:18,760 --> 00:00:21,270 (heavy breathing) 3 00:00:21,270 --> 00:00:22,520 - The fuck? 4 00:00:22,520 --> 00:00:25,020 (grunting) 5 00:00:38,780 --> 00:00:41,290 (screaming) 6 00:00:52,550 --> 00:00:55,670 (ominous atmosphere music) 7 00:01:16,940 --> 00:01:19,440 ♪ Didn't you know 8 00:01:19,440 --> 00:01:24,450 ♪ Didn't you know I'd wait for you ♪ 9 00:01:27,580 --> 00:01:32,590 ♪ And all of the love you gave 10 00:01:34,460 --> 00:01:38,210 ♪ All of the love you gave 11 00:01:42,600 --> 00:01:45,100 - In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. 12 00:01:46,970 --> 00:01:50,100 It has been seven days since my last confession. 13 00:01:50,110 --> 00:01:51,360 - Go on, my son. 14 00:01:55,730 --> 00:01:58,230 - Father, I've been having these thoughts. 15 00:01:58,230 --> 00:01:59,480 - What kind of thoughts? 16 00:02:00,730 --> 00:02:02,620 - Immortal thoughts. 17 00:02:02,620 --> 00:02:03,870 Indecent. 18 00:02:03,870 --> 00:02:06,370 - What kind of indecent thoughts? 19 00:02:08,240 --> 00:02:08,870 - What do you mean? 20 00:02:08,870 --> 00:02:10,740 - You know what I mean. 21 00:02:12,630 --> 00:02:13,880 - About boys. 22 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:15,130 - Boys? 23 00:02:15,130 --> 00:02:18,880 - I dream that I'm with a boy, a man, 24 00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:23,890 and I see him maybe in the locker room, 25 00:02:23,890 --> 00:02:28,890 or on the beach, or in the shower. 26 00:02:30,760 --> 00:02:34,520 Or maybe it's just my friend in my room and we... 27 00:02:37,020 --> 00:02:40,770 I see him, he sees me, and we connect, you know? 28 00:02:42,020 --> 00:02:43,910 We just connect. 29 00:02:47,030 --> 00:02:49,530 We know what this is about. 30 00:02:50,780 --> 00:02:52,030 We know what... 31 00:02:54,540 --> 00:02:55,170 What this is. 32 00:02:56,420 --> 00:02:57,670 - Get to it. 33 00:02:57,670 --> 00:02:59,540 - He looks at me, I look at him, 34 00:02:59,540 --> 00:03:03,290 he just nods and I just nod. 35 00:03:05,800 --> 00:03:07,050 We know. 36 00:03:07,050 --> 00:03:08,300 You know? 37 00:03:10,190 --> 00:03:11,440 We connect. 38 00:03:14,560 --> 00:03:15,810 We move close. 39 00:03:17,690 --> 00:03:22,060 Real close, like I can feel his breath on me close. 40 00:03:23,950 --> 00:03:27,700 We just have this deep stare. 41 00:03:29,570 --> 00:03:30,820 So deep. 42 00:03:35,830 --> 00:03:40,830 I grab him, he grabs me, and we just embrace. 43 00:03:45,220 --> 00:03:50,230 It's not about lust or even about being horny 44 00:03:51,480 --> 00:03:54,600 or whatever, it's just that feeling, that deep... 45 00:04:00,850 --> 00:04:01,490 That deep feeling. 46 00:04:04,610 --> 00:04:08,360 - And then what? 47 00:04:08,360 --> 00:04:10,240 - His lips are touching mine. 48 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:15,870 I'm kissing this man in my room. 49 00:04:18,370 --> 00:04:19,620 He's kissing me. 50 00:04:20,870 --> 00:04:25,260 A kiss, a deep kiss. 51 00:04:27,130 --> 00:04:29,010 So deep. 52 00:04:29,630 --> 00:04:34,640 I'm getting this deep feeling inside me. 53 00:04:36,520 --> 00:04:38,390 That I wanna do things with this man, 54 00:04:40,280 --> 00:04:42,140 and I want this man to do things to me. 55 00:04:44,030 --> 00:04:45,280 Sexual things. 56 00:04:47,150 --> 00:04:49,030 Indecent things. 57 00:04:49,650 --> 00:04:50,900 - Like what? 58 00:04:50,900 --> 00:04:52,150 Get to it. 59 00:04:52,150 --> 00:04:54,660 - I want to do things with his body. 60 00:04:55,290 --> 00:04:56,540 With our mouths. 61 00:04:57,790 --> 00:04:59,040 I wanna kiss his body. 62 00:05:00,300 --> 00:05:02,160 I want his breath on my body. 63 00:05:03,410 --> 00:05:06,550 I wanna kiss his body, make love to his body. 64 00:05:09,670 --> 00:05:12,810 Worship his body. 65 00:05:14,680 --> 00:05:15,930 - You wanna be his bitch. 66 00:05:16,560 --> 00:05:17,180 - What? 67 00:05:17,180 --> 00:05:19,060 - You wanna be his bitch. 68 00:05:19,060 --> 00:05:20,310 - No, Father. 69 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:21,570 - You want him to use you. 70 00:05:22,180 --> 00:05:23,430 - No, Father. 71 00:05:23,430 --> 00:05:25,320 - Then what do you want? 72 00:05:25,320 --> 00:05:26,570 - I want him... 73 00:05:28,440 --> 00:05:32,830 I want him to do things to my body. 74 00:05:34,080 --> 00:05:38,450 I want him to love my body because he wants to. 75 00:05:41,590 --> 00:05:44,090 He doesn't wanna use me, Father. 76 00:05:44,090 --> 00:05:46,590 He wants to love me, he wants to kiss me, 77 00:05:46,590 --> 00:05:50,960 he wants to love my body, worship my body. 78 00:05:53,460 --> 00:05:54,720 Touch my body. 79 00:05:55,970 --> 00:05:57,220 I want his breath on my body. 80 00:05:59,100 --> 00:06:02,220 Just our breaths and our bodies. 81 00:06:02,220 --> 00:06:04,730 I wanna feel and kiss and breathe 82 00:06:04,730 --> 00:06:07,860 and feel and kiss and breathe and feel 83 00:06:07,860 --> 00:06:12,870 and feel and kiss and kiss, feel and kiss 84 00:06:14,120 --> 00:06:16,620 and kiss and feel and kiss and... 85 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:20,990 Then the ultimate deep, Father. 86 00:06:22,240 --> 00:06:22,880 Heaven. 87 00:06:25,380 --> 00:06:26,630 We reach Heaven. 88 00:06:28,500 --> 00:06:33,500 We have felt, we have known, we have loved. 89 00:06:37,890 --> 00:06:39,140 So deep, Father. 90 00:06:41,010 --> 00:06:42,260 So deep. 91 00:06:44,770 --> 00:06:46,650 We know. 92 00:06:46,650 --> 00:06:48,520 - You've been a bad boy, indecent thoughts. 93 00:06:49,770 --> 00:06:50,400 - Yes, Father. 94 00:06:52,270 --> 00:06:54,160 - You must do penance for your sins. 95 00:06:54,160 --> 00:06:55,410 - I know. 96 00:06:56,660 --> 00:06:57,910 - Well... 97 00:07:00,420 --> 00:07:01,030 Get to it. 98 00:07:02,920 --> 00:07:06,040 (slow, rhythmic drumming) 99 00:08:19,240 --> 00:08:21,110 - [Lee] The one thing I love, more than 100 00:08:21,110 --> 00:08:26,120 anything in the world, is a big, black dick. 101 00:08:29,870 --> 00:08:33,620 (dramatic synthpop music) 102 00:08:41,770 --> 00:08:46,770 The taste, the smell, the feel of it chaffing my lips. 103 00:08:48,020 --> 00:08:51,780 The heat of it as it slaps against my face, 104 00:08:51,780 --> 00:08:55,530 its warmth, the look of it, the color, 105 00:08:56,780 --> 00:08:59,280 the brown or sometimes purplish tip. 106 00:09:01,790 --> 00:09:04,910 The chocolate shaft, a vein to lick. 107 00:09:07,410 --> 00:09:11,160 There's nothing I love more than a big, black... 108 00:09:14,300 --> 00:09:15,550 Dick. 109 00:09:18,670 --> 00:09:21,810 There's nothing I want more, I need more, 110 00:09:23,060 --> 00:09:27,430 than the touch, than the hand of a big black man. 111 00:09:29,310 --> 00:09:34,320 His flesh against mine, the color, the contrast, 112 00:09:34,320 --> 00:09:38,070 the curse of Ham, the salvation of Zion. 113 00:09:39,940 --> 00:09:43,080 Those beautiful lips that give me a hardon. 114 00:09:44,330 --> 00:09:48,080 Brown eyes, brown skin, black hair. 115 00:09:48,080 --> 00:09:48,700 No light. 116 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:53,700 Gets me feeling myself in the middle of the night. 117 00:09:55,590 --> 00:09:58,090 White smile, black face. 118 00:09:59,340 --> 00:10:01,210 You bust, then you stand. 119 00:10:02,460 --> 00:10:04,350 There's nothing I need more than 120 00:10:04,350 --> 00:10:06,220 the touch of a big black man. 121 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:14,360 (dramatic acoustic guitar music) 122 00:10:16,230 --> 00:10:19,980 - Okay, so I'm at work, and then the news breaks 123 00:10:19,980 --> 00:10:21,870 and INews just goes nuts, I mean goes nuts, 124 00:10:21,870 --> 00:10:23,120 and we're in the middle of C-Block, okay, 125 00:10:23,120 --> 00:10:26,870 and then my cunt ass EP just telephones down, 126 00:10:26,870 --> 00:10:29,990 telephones down, and mind you we're about to go live. 127 00:10:29,990 --> 00:10:30,620 She telephones down. 128 00:10:32,490 --> 00:10:35,630 Just the way she said it was... 129 00:10:35,630 --> 00:10:37,500 "Oh, um, the police just gunned down 130 00:10:37,500 --> 00:10:40,000 "another black kid in Harlem, protest in 131 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:43,140 "the streets, just go ahead and break it." 132 00:10:43,140 --> 00:10:44,390 - What's wrong with that? 133 00:10:44,390 --> 00:10:46,890 - "Just go ahead and break it." 134 00:10:47,510 --> 00:10:50,010 No real emotion, no real empathy. 135 00:10:50,010 --> 00:10:51,900 Mind you, I'm the only nigger on 136 00:10:51,900 --> 00:10:53,760 set, fuck, in the control room. 137 00:10:53,760 --> 00:10:55,020 - Of course. 138 00:10:55,020 --> 00:10:56,900 - So of course they don't get it, 139 00:10:56,900 --> 00:10:58,150 but then again I have to think do I 140 00:10:58,150 --> 00:11:00,650 look bias by pushing this forward-- 141 00:11:00,660 --> 00:11:01,910 - Amadi, nobody's thinking that. 142 00:11:01,910 --> 00:11:03,770 - You don't know that, okay? 143 00:11:03,770 --> 00:11:05,660 - Look, they're not. 144 00:11:05,660 --> 00:11:06,910 - Look at this. 145 00:11:09,410 --> 00:11:10,660 - No more work. 146 00:11:15,670 --> 00:11:16,920 - Thank you. 147 00:11:20,040 --> 00:11:21,290 - Eww, gross! 148 00:11:21,290 --> 00:11:23,790 (laughs) 149 00:11:25,050 --> 00:11:26,300 Nasty. 150 00:11:26,300 --> 00:11:27,550 - [Amadi] You like it! 151 00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:33,190 ♪ Today's the day we gonna go 152 00:11:33,190 --> 00:11:38,190 ♪ You know we've been planning this for years ♪ 153 00:11:41,310 --> 00:11:43,200 ♪ I'm so ready to hit the road 154 00:11:43,200 --> 00:11:48,200 ♪ There's got to be somewhere better than here ♪ 155 00:11:49,450 --> 00:11:53,210 ♪ Just because I don't really wanna be here ♪ 156 00:11:53,210 --> 00:11:55,710 ♪ And you don't really wanna be here ♪ 157 00:11:55,710 --> 00:11:58,210 ♪ I think it's best that we just sleep here ♪ 158 00:11:58,210 --> 00:12:03,220 ♪ Today, you said we wasn't asking any questions ♪ 159 00:12:03,220 --> 00:12:06,340 ♪ Wasn't taking no suggestions 160 00:12:06,340 --> 00:12:11,340 ♪ Driving 'till the sunset, then outta here ♪ 161 00:12:11,980 --> 00:12:13,840 ♪ Dozen tiny voices in my head 162 00:12:13,840 --> 00:12:16,980 ♪ They don't wanna see the city lights no more ♪ 163 00:12:16,980 --> 00:12:20,100 ♪ City lights no more 164 00:12:25,740 --> 00:12:26,360 - Stop. 165 00:12:35,750 --> 00:12:37,000 - You okay? 166 00:12:38,250 --> 00:12:39,500 - Yeah, just... 167 00:12:43,870 --> 00:12:45,130 - It's cool. 168 00:12:53,270 --> 00:12:53,880 - I'm sorry. 169 00:12:57,020 --> 00:12:58,270 - It's cool. 170 00:13:17,660 --> 00:13:18,910 See you later. 171 00:13:33,920 --> 00:13:37,680 (gentle acoustic guitar music) 172 00:13:49,570 --> 00:13:54,580 ♪ Oh the wheels keep on turning ♪ 173 00:13:57,080 --> 00:14:02,090 ♪ Without fuel we are burning, burning ♪ 174 00:14:04,590 --> 00:14:09,590 ♪ Lost in our repetition 175 00:14:12,100 --> 00:14:17,100 ♪ Don't know how we are living, living ♪ 176 00:14:19,600 --> 00:14:24,610 ♪ Stuck because we're comfortable ♪ 177 00:14:26,480 --> 00:14:31,480 ♪ Pretending we are in control 178 00:14:33,980 --> 00:14:38,990 ♪ While inside we all know 179 00:14:42,130 --> 00:14:47,130 ♪ We are losing our souls 180 00:14:50,250 --> 00:14:54,000 ♪ Repetition's got me ooooh 181 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:58,390 ♪ I've gotta free my body, ooooh ♪ 182 00:14:58,390 --> 00:15:01,510 ♪ From all the complications 183 00:15:01,510 --> 00:15:05,270 ♪ I wanna walk with patience 184 00:15:05,270 --> 00:15:09,020 ♪ Want peace for my frustrations ♪ 185 00:15:09,020 --> 00:15:12,770 ♪ I wanna hear the nation 186 00:15:12,770 --> 00:15:17,780 ♪ But repetition's got me 187 00:15:19,660 --> 00:15:24,670 ♪ With robotic precision 188 00:15:27,170 --> 00:15:32,180 ♪ We repeat what we're given 189 00:15:34,040 --> 00:15:39,050 ♪ Afraid to stop what we know 190 00:15:41,550 --> 00:15:46,560 ♪ Afraid of change, afraid to grow ♪ 191 00:15:49,060 --> 00:15:54,060 ♪ Don't want to sacrifice our day to day ♪ 192 00:15:56,570 --> 00:16:01,570 ♪ So how will these cycles in life ever break ♪ 193 00:16:04,070 --> 00:16:09,080 ♪ And I don't need no one to tell me a thing ♪ 194 00:16:11,580 --> 00:16:16,590 ♪ I know I cannot wake up from this dream ♪ 195 00:16:20,340 --> 00:16:24,090 ♪ Repetition's got me ooooh 196 00:16:24,090 --> 00:16:27,850 ♪ I gotta free my body ooooh 197 00:16:27,850 --> 00:16:31,600 ♪ From all the complications 198 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:35,360 ♪ I wanna walk with patience 199 00:16:35,360 --> 00:16:39,110 ♪ Want peace for my frustrations ♪ 200 00:16:39,110 --> 00:16:42,250 ♪ I wanna hear the nation 201 00:16:42,250 --> 00:16:46,000 ♪ But repetition's got me 202 00:16:49,120 --> 00:16:52,260 (rhythmic drumming) 203 00:16:53,510 --> 00:16:56,010 (hip hop music) 204 00:16:59,760 --> 00:17:01,630 - Everyone's gonna be there, everyone here's 205 00:17:01,630 --> 00:17:04,770 gonna be there, my boss, my coworkers. 206 00:17:06,020 --> 00:17:07,890 You are the fucking shit. 207 00:17:07,890 --> 00:17:09,770 Your last show was everything. 208 00:17:09,770 --> 00:17:11,020 It was sickening, babe. 209 00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:12,280 - Thanks. 210 00:17:12,280 --> 00:17:14,140 - Jackson! 211 00:17:14,140 --> 00:17:17,280 Oh my God, oh my God, (mumbles). 212 00:17:17,280 --> 00:17:17,900 - Oh my God. 213 00:17:18,530 --> 00:17:19,780 Are you happy? 214 00:17:19,780 --> 00:17:20,400 - [Cee] Am I happy? 215 00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:21,030 Of course I am happy. 216 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:22,290 - Big fan, lovely work. 217 00:17:22,290 --> 00:17:23,540 Great show. 218 00:17:23,540 --> 00:17:25,410 - [Cee] Merci beaucoup. 219 00:17:25,410 --> 00:17:27,290 - We're gonna be having a gallery here next month. 220 00:17:27,290 --> 00:17:29,160 - [Cee] I am so there. 221 00:17:29,160 --> 00:17:31,040 Is it going to be hot? 222 00:17:32,300 --> 00:17:33,550 - So hot. 223 00:17:33,550 --> 00:17:35,420 - [Cee] So there, oh my God. 224 00:17:35,420 --> 00:17:36,670 - Oh my God. 225 00:17:46,060 --> 00:17:49,810 (ominous ambient ringing) 226 00:18:36,110 --> 00:18:37,980 - Any questions? 227 00:18:39,230 --> 00:18:40,480 Yes, go ahead. 228 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,980 - On your painting for Sleepless Nights, 229 00:18:42,980 --> 00:18:45,490 is that a harness or is that a swing? 230 00:18:45,490 --> 00:18:49,240 - [Cee] Oh it is both, it is built to accommodate both. 231 00:18:52,990 --> 00:18:54,240 - Just late. 232 00:18:55,500 --> 00:18:57,380 - I mean clearly I didn't miss anything. 233 00:18:57,380 --> 00:18:58,630 - [Rachel] Yes, yes, go ahead. 234 00:18:58,630 --> 00:19:01,130 - How many of these are self portraits? 235 00:19:01,140 --> 00:19:02,390 - [Cee] Wouldn't you want to know. 236 00:19:02,390 --> 00:19:04,250 (laughter) 237 00:19:04,250 --> 00:19:04,890 - He's cute. 238 00:19:06,140 --> 00:19:08,010 - Who, Cee? 239 00:19:08,010 --> 00:19:10,510 - It's a different emotion, a feeling. 240 00:19:10,510 --> 00:19:14,900 - No bitch, does it look like I would date a Cee? 241 00:19:16,150 --> 00:19:19,270 - [Cee] It is a feel, it is so different. 242 00:19:20,520 --> 00:19:21,150 - Jackson? 243 00:19:23,020 --> 00:19:24,270 - Yes, bitch. 244 00:19:28,030 --> 00:19:29,280 - Some girls really will date any 245 00:19:29,280 --> 00:19:31,160 old white thing they come across. 246 00:19:32,420 --> 00:19:33,030 - Don't hate. 247 00:19:34,920 --> 00:19:37,420 - Merci beaucoup, I like that. 248 00:19:37,420 --> 00:19:38,670 Oh my God. 249 00:19:38,670 --> 00:19:40,540 (laughter) 250 00:19:40,540 --> 00:19:41,790 - [Rachel] Well thank you, this has 251 00:19:41,790 --> 00:19:45,550 just been an extraordinary night. 252 00:19:45,550 --> 00:19:48,680 ♪ Do it, come on and do it 253 00:19:48,680 --> 00:19:50,550 - So how do you know Thomas? 254 00:19:50,550 --> 00:19:51,800 Boyfriend? 255 00:19:51,800 --> 00:19:53,690 - God no, he's my sister. 256 00:19:53,690 --> 00:19:54,940 - Gotcha. 257 00:19:56,190 --> 00:19:58,060 So are you enjoying the art show? 258 00:19:58,060 --> 00:19:58,690 - It's all right. 259 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:03,060 - Looks pretty good from where I'm standing. 260 00:20:03,060 --> 00:20:03,700 - Is that right? 261 00:20:05,570 --> 00:20:06,820 Are you always this forward? 262 00:20:09,320 --> 00:20:11,200 - They call me "Hands On" Jackson, so... 263 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:12,460 - Oh is that right? 264 00:20:12,460 --> 00:20:13,710 Oh, okay. 265 00:20:13,710 --> 00:20:14,960 (laughs) 266 00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:16,210 Who gave you that nickname? 267 00:20:17,460 --> 00:20:18,710 - Which one? 268 00:20:18,710 --> 00:20:20,580 Who you talking about, you know what I mean? 269 00:20:20,580 --> 00:20:21,210 - There's several. 270 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:22,470 - Yeah. 271 00:20:22,470 --> 00:20:23,720 - Oh okay, I understand. 272 00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:25,590 - Just look for the one, you gotta kiss 273 00:20:25,590 --> 00:20:28,090 a lot of frogs to find your prince. 274 00:20:28,090 --> 00:20:30,590 - Okay, exactly, so you've been kissing a lot of frogs? 275 00:20:30,590 --> 00:20:33,090 - I try to keep it to a minimum. 276 00:20:33,090 --> 00:20:34,340 - Of what? 277 00:20:34,340 --> 00:20:36,850 (laughs) 278 00:20:46,860 --> 00:20:47,490 Look at you. 279 00:20:50,610 --> 00:20:52,500 You drawing and shit? 280 00:20:52,500 --> 00:20:53,750 I love it. 281 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:57,500 - I'm always drawing, you fat bitch. 282 00:20:57,500 --> 00:20:58,120 - Hey. 283 00:21:04,370 --> 00:21:05,010 Come to bed. 284 00:21:06,880 --> 00:21:08,760 - Momentarily. 285 00:21:08,760 --> 00:21:10,010 - You got to, okay? 286 00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:14,380 Tonight is one of those nights where the sex is ripe. 287 00:21:16,270 --> 00:21:21,280 The wine, the art gallery, my sexiness. 288 00:21:23,140 --> 00:21:24,390 - No. 289 00:21:24,390 --> 00:21:25,650 - Yes. 290 00:21:25,650 --> 00:21:26,900 Come on, come to bed, come on. 291 00:21:26,900 --> 00:21:28,150 - In a minute, in a minute. 292 00:21:41,910 --> 00:21:43,160 - You're really not gonna let me see? 293 00:21:43,160 --> 00:21:45,670 - I'll let you see when I'm finished. 294 00:21:45,670 --> 00:21:47,550 - When's that gonna be? 295 00:21:49,420 --> 00:21:50,670 - I'm in no rush. 296 00:21:58,810 --> 00:22:00,680 - You promise you'll let me see? 297 00:22:01,930 --> 00:22:04,430 - I promise I'll let you see, little girl. 298 00:22:04,430 --> 00:22:05,070 - Little girl? 299 00:22:05,070 --> 00:22:06,320 - Little girl. 300 00:22:06,320 --> 00:22:07,570 - My name is not no little girl. 301 00:22:07,570 --> 00:22:08,190 - Oh really? 302 00:22:08,190 --> 00:22:08,820 - Yeah. 303 00:22:10,690 --> 00:22:11,940 You know that too. 304 00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:16,950 Want me to show you? 305 00:22:20,700 --> 00:22:21,950 Come to bed. 306 00:22:25,090 --> 00:22:26,340 - In a minute. 307 00:22:30,710 --> 00:22:31,960 - Fine. 308 00:22:35,720 --> 00:22:36,970 Don't keep me waiting too long! 309 00:22:36,970 --> 00:22:38,220 - I love you. 310 00:22:38,220 --> 00:22:40,720 - [Amadi] Yeah yeah yeah, I love you too. 311 00:22:40,720 --> 00:22:42,610 Don't keep me up too late. 312 00:22:42,610 --> 00:22:43,860 - I won't. 313 00:22:43,860 --> 00:22:46,980 - [Amadi] You get it? 314 00:22:46,980 --> 00:22:48,230 - I get it! 315 00:22:50,730 --> 00:22:53,870 (dramatic hip hop music) 316 00:23:13,250 --> 00:23:18,260 ♪ Give me your all 317 00:23:18,260 --> 00:23:23,260 ♪ I'll never lose it 318 00:23:25,770 --> 00:23:30,150 ♪ Sure you'll folloofw 319 00:23:30,150 --> 00:23:35,160 ♪ One step at a time 320 00:23:37,030 --> 00:23:40,780 ♪ I heard if you wanted well enough ♪ 321 00:23:40,780 --> 00:23:45,790 ♪ You never ever (mumbles) 322 00:23:49,540 --> 00:23:53,930 ♪ Tell me every secret and I'll keep it close ♪ 323 00:23:53,930 --> 00:23:58,930 ♪ I'll bury it inside 324 00:24:02,050 --> 00:24:05,810 ♪ Part appeased 325 00:24:05,810 --> 00:24:10,810 ♪ Behold the creature in front of me ♪ 326 00:24:12,060 --> 00:24:17,070 ♪ Devour me whole in a way 327 00:24:18,320 --> 00:24:23,320 ♪ Nowhere to run, I muó:st take you on ♪ 328 00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:28,960 ♪ Talent so big and so rare 329 00:24:30,210 --> 00:24:35,220 ♪ This loveless be such a vagabond ♪ 330 00:24:38,340 --> 00:24:40,840 ♪ I can feel you in the breeze 331 00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:43,980 ♪ I can feel you in the air 332 00:24:43,980 --> 00:24:46,480 ♪ Call me when you need me 333 00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:49,600 ♪ I'll be there, yeah yeah 334 00:24:49,600 --> 00:24:52,740 ♪ I can feel you in the breeze 335 00:24:52,740 --> 00:24:56,490 ♪ Feel you in the air 336 00:24:56,490 --> 00:24:58,360 ♪ Call me when you need me 337 00:24:58,360 --> 00:25:03,360 ♪ I'll be there, yeah yeah 338 00:25:05,870 --> 00:25:10,870 ♪ Behold the creature in front of me ♪ 339 00:25:12,120 --> 00:25:17,130 ♪ Focus, stay focused love 340 00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:22,130 ♪ Behold the creature in front of me ♪ 341 00:25:26,520 --> 00:25:29,020 (phone vibrates) 342 00:25:37,150 --> 00:25:38,400 - Hey. 343 00:25:38,400 --> 00:25:40,900 - [Lee] Hey, Thomas? 344 00:25:40,900 --> 00:25:42,790 - Yeah, it's my phone. 345 00:25:42,790 --> 00:25:44,650 - [Lee] Just checking. 346 00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:49,040 You got a sassy mouth. 347 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:50,290 - Sometimes. 348 00:25:50,290 --> 00:25:52,800 - [Lee] I see. 349 00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:55,920 I see you need to learn some respect. 350 00:25:55,920 --> 00:25:56,550 - Yeah? 351 00:25:57,800 --> 00:26:00,920 - [Lee] I'll put that mouth to better use. 352 00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:02,170 - Yeah? 353 00:26:02,170 --> 00:26:03,420 - [Lee] You want that? 354 00:26:04,670 --> 00:26:05,930 - Yeah. 355 00:26:05,930 --> 00:26:08,430 - [Lee] That's what a boy like you needs. 356 00:26:08,430 --> 00:26:09,680 - Yeah. 357 00:26:09,680 --> 00:26:10,310 - [Lee] Yeah? 358 00:26:10,310 --> 00:26:11,560 It's yes, boy. 359 00:26:12,820 --> 00:26:13,430 - Yes. 360 00:26:13,430 --> 00:26:15,320 - [Lee] Yes what? 361 00:26:16,570 --> 00:26:18,440 - [Thomas] Yes sir. 362 00:26:18,440 --> 00:26:19,690 - [Lee] Come on boy, get to it. 363 00:26:25,330 --> 00:26:26,580 Put those lips to use. 364 00:26:27,830 --> 00:26:29,700 Put that mouth to work. 365 00:26:29,700 --> 00:26:30,330 Yeah, boy. 366 00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:32,840 - Yeah. 367 00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:34,700 - [Lee] That's what a boy like you needs. 368 00:26:34,700 --> 00:26:35,960 - Yeah. 369 00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:37,210 - [Lee] That's what those lips were made for. 370 00:26:37,210 --> 00:26:38,460 - Yeah. 371 00:26:38,460 --> 00:26:39,710 - [Lee] Sucking on white men. 372 00:26:42,210 --> 00:26:43,460 - Yeah. 373 00:26:43,460 --> 00:26:45,970 - [Lee] That's what those lips were made for? 374 00:26:45,970 --> 00:26:47,220 - Yeah. 375 00:26:47,220 --> 00:26:49,100 - [Lee] Tell me what those lips were made for. 376 00:26:49,100 --> 00:26:49,720 Go on. 377 00:26:51,610 --> 00:26:54,110 - [Thomas] Sucking on white men. 378 00:26:54,110 --> 00:26:56,610 - [Lee] Why is that? 379 00:26:56,610 --> 00:26:57,860 Why is that? 380 00:26:58,480 --> 00:26:59,730 - 'Cause that's what I need. 381 00:26:59,730 --> 00:27:01,610 - [Lee] Oh yeah? 382 00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:02,870 - Yeah. 383 00:27:02,870 --> 00:27:06,620 - [Lee] That's what that monkey mouth needs. 384 00:27:22,890 --> 00:27:25,390 (phone vibrates) 385 00:27:44,770 --> 00:27:47,280 (moaning) 386 00:28:14,190 --> 00:28:15,440 - Shit. 387 00:28:22,310 --> 00:28:23,560 Come on. 388 00:28:23,560 --> 00:28:25,450 Turn over, let's go again. 389 00:28:25,450 --> 00:28:26,070 - I'm good. 390 00:28:27,320 --> 00:28:28,570 - Come on, you don't wanna get off? 391 00:28:29,820 --> 00:28:30,450 - No. 392 00:28:37,330 --> 00:28:37,960 - You okay? 393 00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:41,710 - Yeah. 394 00:28:44,830 --> 00:28:46,090 - You sure? 395 00:28:49,220 --> 00:28:49,840 - Yeah. 396 00:29:58,660 --> 00:30:01,790 (phone vibrates) 397 00:30:06,170 --> 00:30:08,050 - Hey. 398 00:30:08,050 --> 00:30:09,300 - How goes it? 399 00:30:09,300 --> 00:30:12,420 - I'm good, just sitting up in my room. 400 00:30:12,420 --> 00:30:14,310 And you? 401 00:30:14,310 --> 00:30:16,180 - Just at work. 402 00:30:16,180 --> 00:30:18,060 Working on work. 403 00:30:18,060 --> 00:30:19,930 - Oh I'm sorry. 404 00:30:19,930 --> 00:30:24,320 - No need to apologize, you can disturb my work anytime. 405 00:30:24,320 --> 00:30:25,570 I like you. 406 00:30:25,570 --> 00:30:26,820 - Boy, you don't even know me. 407 00:30:26,820 --> 00:30:28,070 - I want to. 408 00:30:29,320 --> 00:30:32,440 - Would you like to go get a drink later? 409 00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:34,330 - Would I like to? 410 00:30:34,330 --> 00:30:35,580 I'd love to. 411 00:30:35,580 --> 00:30:36,830 - Shut up. 412 00:30:36,830 --> 00:30:38,080 - I'm serious. 413 00:30:38,080 --> 00:30:42,450 - All right, let's say Hell's Kitchen, around 9-ish? 414 00:30:44,340 --> 00:30:46,840 - It's a date. 415 00:30:47,460 --> 00:30:49,340 All right, I'll see you soon. 416 00:30:50,590 --> 00:30:53,710 (ominous ambiance) 417 00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:02,470 - The black man in America is a sissy! 418 00:31:02,470 --> 00:31:05,610 He has been sissified, and if we want to change anything, 419 00:31:05,610 --> 00:31:10,610 we have to have black men, real men, black men! 420 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:15,620 Justice for Huey Jackson, justice for Huey Jackson! 421 00:31:15,620 --> 00:31:19,370 (dramatic electropop music) 422 00:31:25,630 --> 00:31:28,750 ♪ I wanna love you forever 423 00:31:28,750 --> 00:31:33,140 ♪ Help me 424 00:31:33,140 --> 00:31:36,890 ♪ Wanna jump in, but it's too deep ♪ 425 00:31:36,890 --> 00:31:41,260 ♪ Too deep 426 00:31:41,260 --> 00:31:45,010 ♪ Under the bed I'm broken 427 00:31:45,010 --> 00:31:48,770 ♪ Fix me 428 00:31:48,770 --> 00:31:51,900 ♪ You and me, there's so many things ♪ 429 00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:56,910 ♪ You should know it's all right with me ♪ 430 00:31:59,410 --> 00:32:04,420 ♪ Ain't nobody love you like I will ♪ 431 00:32:06,920 --> 00:32:11,930 ♪ Ain't nobody ever love you better ♪ 432 00:32:13,180 --> 00:32:26,310 ♪ You and me, we can be 433 00:32:26,940 --> 00:32:28,810 ♪ Something else 434 00:32:33,810 --> 00:32:35,700 (sobbing) 435 00:32:43,210 --> 00:32:44,460 - What'd you do today? 436 00:32:46,960 --> 00:32:47,580 - Work. 437 00:32:50,710 --> 00:32:53,830 - So if I look in this sketch pad 438 00:32:53,830 --> 00:32:55,720 I'm gonna see some real progress in there? 439 00:33:00,090 --> 00:33:01,340 - Why are you being a dick? 440 00:33:06,350 --> 00:33:06,980 - I'm sorry. 441 00:33:10,100 --> 00:33:12,600 I just had a really bad day at work and... 442 00:33:14,490 --> 00:33:15,100 I just... 443 00:33:17,610 --> 00:33:18,860 - And you just what? 444 00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:23,860 - I guess I'm just resentful that 445 00:33:23,860 --> 00:33:25,750 you're not working a real 9 to 5. 446 00:33:28,250 --> 00:33:30,120 I just wish I had someone here-- 447 00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:32,000 - We're gonna go there huh? 448 00:33:32,010 --> 00:33:33,870 - Come on, you never wanna go there. 449 00:33:37,010 --> 00:33:38,260 What? 450 00:33:38,260 --> 00:33:38,880 - You're an asshole. 451 00:33:40,760 --> 00:33:43,880 - I love how me telling the truth makes me an asshole. 452 00:33:47,640 --> 00:33:48,890 Where are you going? 453 00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:55,780 You know what, fuck you then! 454 00:33:55,780 --> 00:33:58,280 (door slams) 455 00:34:14,550 --> 00:34:16,420 - So this is an interesting choice for you. 456 00:34:16,420 --> 00:34:17,670 - Yeah, my type of guy. 457 00:34:17,670 --> 00:34:18,300 - I see. 458 00:34:19,550 --> 00:34:20,170 - Not yours? 459 00:34:20,170 --> 00:34:21,420 - No. 460 00:34:21,420 --> 00:34:25,170 - Well I guess we all love what we ain't got. 461 00:34:25,170 --> 00:34:27,060 - What we ain't got? 462 00:34:28,310 --> 00:34:30,180 - I just think that black men are beautiful. 463 00:34:30,180 --> 00:34:33,930 - That we are, but if only everyone thought that to be true. 464 00:34:33,930 --> 00:34:35,820 - You don't think people think that? 465 00:34:36,440 --> 00:34:38,320 Well I want you. 466 00:34:40,190 --> 00:34:42,070 - [Thomas] You don't want me. 467 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:43,330 You want the thought of me. 468 00:34:45,190 --> 00:34:46,450 - [Jackson] I want you. 469 00:34:46,450 --> 00:34:47,080 - [ThoÑ÷nAmas] Why? 470 00:34:48,330 --> 00:34:50,200 - [Jackson] I don't know, it's in my nature. 471 00:34:50,200 --> 00:34:52,080 It's who I am, it's what I am. 472 00:34:52,090 --> 00:34:52,700 - [Thomas] Sure. 473 00:34:53,950 --> 00:34:55,200 - And you want me. 474 00:34:57,710 --> 00:34:58,960 - Sure. 475 00:35:00,840 --> 00:35:05,850 (rhythmic drumming) (electropop music) 476 00:35:19,610 --> 00:35:22,730 ♪ So long 477 00:35:22,730 --> 00:35:27,740 ♪ Why you wanna go away 478 00:35:28,990 --> 00:35:33,990 ♪ I'd die if it would make you stay ♪ 479 00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:43,390 ♪ This love is too much, I make no excuse ♪ 480 00:35:49,010 --> 00:35:54,010 ♪ I'll be with you 'till the end of it all ♪ 481 00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:03,410 ♪ Let the rain come down, let the rain come down ♪ 482 00:36:04,020 --> 00:36:05,270 - Hey. 483 00:36:08,410 --> 00:36:09,660 Hey. 484 00:36:12,170 --> 00:36:14,030 From the way you got off the phone, 485 00:36:14,030 --> 00:36:15,920 I didn't think you were interested. 486 00:36:17,170 --> 00:36:17,790 - I'm not. 487 00:36:19,670 --> 00:36:21,540 - Then why are you here? 488 00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:24,040 - Just curious I guess. 489 00:36:24,040 --> 00:36:26,550 - Curious. 490 00:36:28,430 --> 00:36:30,300 - Or is it your nature? 491 00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:34,050 - Stop. 492 00:36:36,560 --> 00:36:37,810 - Sorry. 493 00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:43,450 So what is it? 494 00:36:43,450 --> 00:36:44,060 - What? 495 00:36:45,310 --> 00:36:47,200 - Is it your nature? 496 00:36:48,450 --> 00:36:50,320 - I don't know what you're talking about. 497 00:36:51,570 --> 00:36:53,460 - You got a whole lot of sass, boy. 498 00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:56,580 - It's Thomas. 499 00:36:58,460 --> 00:36:59,080 Not boy. 500 00:37:02,830 --> 00:37:05,330 - Don't you ever wonder where all 501 00:37:05,330 --> 00:37:07,840 that anger within you comes from? 502 00:37:09,720 --> 00:37:12,220 Why you feel so unsettled? 503 00:37:15,340 --> 00:37:16,600 Disgruntled even? 504 00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:20,350 - I wasn't aware I was any of that. 505 00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:22,850 - You are. 506 00:37:24,100 --> 00:37:29,110 Even right there, that=$ defensive kickback. 507 00:37:30,360 --> 00:37:31,610 Immediately not even listening. 508 00:37:33,500 --> 00:37:34,750 You are unsettled. 509 00:37:39,750 --> 00:37:40,370 - Whatever. 510 00:37:44,760 --> 00:37:46,010 - You need a hug. 511 00:37:46,630 --> 00:37:50,380 Huh? 512 00:37:50,380 --> 00:37:54,130 You need somebody to hold you. 513 00:37:54,130 --> 00:37:56,020 Really hold you. 514 00:37:58,520 --> 00:38:01,640 When was the last time somebody held 515 00:38:01,640 --> 00:38:06,030 you in their arms and you just felt at home? 516 00:38:08,530 --> 00:38:12,280 At peace, provided for. 517 00:38:13,540 --> 00:38:14,790 You felt loved. 518 00:38:16,660 --> 00:38:20,410 You felt like no matter what, these arms that 519 00:38:21,660 --> 00:38:25,410 held you were all you would need in life. 520 00:38:27,920 --> 00:38:31,050 When was the last time you felt like that? 521 00:38:31,050 --> 00:38:32,920 Or have you ever? 522 00:38:34,170 --> 00:38:36,060 (moaning) 523 00:38:44,180 --> 00:38:45,430 This. 524 00:38:46,690 --> 00:38:50,440 This is what it feels like to be with a real man. 525 00:39:01,080 --> 00:39:06,090 ♪ In time, it cannot just go away ♪ 526 00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:14,850 ♪ I (mumbles) over what they say ♪ 527 00:39:19,220 --> 00:39:22,350 ♪ But they said while I was gone ♪ 528 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:27,360 ♪ You've been around here with three or four more ♪ 529 00:39:29,230 --> 00:39:33,620 ♪ But I'm still a warrior for you, I'm a fool ♪ 530 00:39:39,240 --> 00:39:44,240 ♪ Let the rain come down, let the rain come down ♪ 531 00:39:48,630 --> 00:39:53,640 ♪ Let the rain come down, let the rain come down ♪ 532 00:39:58,010 --> 00:40:03,010 ♪ Let the rain come down, let the rain come down ♪ 533 00:40:08,020 --> 00:40:13,020 ♪ Let the rain come down, let the rain come down ♪ 534 00:40:20,530 --> 00:40:23,670 (upbeat reggae music) 535 00:40:26,170 --> 00:40:31,170 ♪ Something about you got me hypnotized ♪ 536 00:40:32,430 --> 00:40:37,430 ♪ When I saw you, no other would suffice ♪ 537 00:40:38,680 --> 00:40:43,690 ♪ Candy coated skin, so chocolate ♪ 538 00:40:44,940 --> 00:40:49,310 ♪ Lips so full, your kiss I can't forget ♪ 539 00:40:49,940 --> 00:40:54,310 ♪ You got me singing ooooh 540 00:40:55,560 --> 00:40:57,450 ♪ Don't you know your touch is gold ♪ 541 00:40:57,450 --> 00:41:02,460 ♪ Oh you make me lose control 542 00:41:06,210 --> 00:41:09,330 ♪ You know you got my heart and soul ♪ 543 00:41:09,330 --> 00:41:14,330 ♪ Baby 'cause your touch is gold ♪ 544 00:41:18,090 --> 00:41:21,220 ♪ You know you got my heart and soul ♪ 545 00:41:21,220 --> 00:41:24,980 ♪ Baby 'cause your touch is gold ♪ 546 00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:28,730 - I'm sorry for last night. 547 00:41:36,240 --> 00:41:38,110 Do you wanna go to the Huey Jackson rally today? 548 00:41:44,360 --> 00:41:45,000 - No. 549 00:41:51,870 --> 00:41:53,120 - Okay. 550 00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:58,130 I'm gonna be back late. 551 00:42:00,630 --> 00:42:01,260 I'll... 552 00:42:03,770 --> 00:42:05,020 I'll see you later. 553 00:42:13,780 --> 00:42:16,900 (slow rhythmic drumming) 554 00:42:31,910 --> 00:42:35,050 (phone vibrates) 555 00:43:35,720 --> 00:43:38,860 (drumming intensifies) 556 00:43:43,870 --> 00:43:46,370 - [Rachel] How's the show with you and Thomas coming along? 557 00:43:46,370 --> 00:43:46,990 - It's well. 558 00:43:48,870 --> 00:43:50,740 - [Rachel] I'm sure Thomas is well. 559 00:43:50,740 --> 00:43:51,990 Your installation? 560 00:43:51,990 --> 00:43:52,620 - Almost finished. 561 00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:54,490 I'm just doing a little research. 562 00:43:54,490 --> 00:43:56,380 - [Rachel] Okay. 563 00:43:56,380 --> 00:43:57,000 Don't fuck this up. 564 00:43:57,000 --> 00:43:58,880 - Of course not. 565 00:44:01,380 --> 00:44:05,750 - That guy who was with Cee at the gallery. 566 00:44:05,750 --> 00:44:07,010 - You mean his boyfriend? 567 00:44:08,890 --> 00:44:09,510 - Boyfriend. 568 00:44:11,390 --> 00:44:13,260 Yeah, have you heard from Cee? 569 00:44:13,260 --> 00:44:14,510 Did he like it? 570 00:44:14,510 --> 00:44:17,020 - Not since opening, but I've been busy and shit and-- 571 00:44:17,020 --> 00:44:18,900 - Okay, get back to work. 572 00:44:18,900 --> 00:44:20,150 - [Jordan] Rude. 573 00:44:20,770 --> 00:44:23,270 - [Rachel] Ellis, let's go! 574 00:44:24,520 --> 00:44:27,660 (upbeat synthpop music) 575 00:44:55,190 --> 00:44:55,800 - Come in. 576 00:45:03,310 --> 00:45:05,200 You get home okay last night? 577 00:45:05,200 --> 00:45:05,810 - Yeah. 578 00:45:07,070 --> 00:45:10,200 - [Lee] I guess that was kinda an obvious question. 579 00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:11,450 - A little kinda. 580 00:45:11,450 --> 00:45:12,700 - Yeah. 581 00:45:13,320 --> 00:45:15,210 - [Thomas] Did you have any fun? 582 00:45:15,210 --> 00:45:16,460 - Nah. 583 00:45:17,080 --> 00:45:18,330 Just seeing you. 584 00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:20,830 - How sweet. 585 00:45:20,830 --> 00:45:22,710 - [Lee] I'm serious. 586 00:45:22,720 --> 00:45:24,580 You're very attractive. 587 00:45:24,580 --> 00:45:25,220 - [Thomas] Thanks. 588 00:45:26,470 --> 00:45:27,720 My mother thinks so. 589 00:45:27,720 --> 00:45:30,220 (laughs) 590 00:45:30,840 --> 00:45:32,090 - So what do you do? 591 00:45:32,090 --> 00:45:33,340 Or is that too personal? 592 00:45:34,590 --> 00:45:35,840 - [Thomas] I'm an artist by trade. 593 00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:37,100 - [Lee] Oh really? 594 00:45:37,100 --> 00:45:38,980 Landscapes? 595 00:45:38,980 --> 00:45:42,100 - [Thomas] No, erotic cartoons actually. 596 00:45:43,990 --> 00:45:45,850 - Oh, I'd love to see that. 597 00:45:47,110 --> 00:45:50,240 - I have a show next month at the gallery where I met you. 598 00:45:50,240 --> 00:45:52,110 Well kinda met you. 599 00:45:52,110 --> 00:45:53,360 - [Lee] We met. 600 00:45:55,250 --> 00:45:57,120 You have a boyfriend? 601 00:45:59,620 --> 00:46:01,500 - [Thomas] Yeah. 602 00:46:01,500 --> 00:46:03,370 - [Lee] Open? 603 00:46:03,370 --> 00:46:04,010 - [Thomas] Nah. 604 00:46:05,260 --> 00:46:05,870 - [Lee] Bad boy. 605 00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:11,510 - [Thomas] I guess, I mean you and Cee. 606 00:46:11,510 --> 00:46:14,020 - I'm not looking for anything serious right now. 607 00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:21,520 Recently divorced, wife, two kids. 608 00:46:22,140 --> 00:46:23,390 They live in Westchester. 609 00:46:25,890 --> 00:46:27,150 - A wife? 610 00:46:27,150 --> 00:46:28,400 - [Lee] A boyfriend. 611 00:46:29,650 --> 00:46:32,150 - Guess we're all a little fucked up huh? 612 00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:35,900 - [Lee] We're not wired perfectly, no. 613 00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:45,910 - [Thomas] So that last night, that's your thing? 614 00:46:47,170 --> 00:46:48,420 - I guess. 615 00:46:49,050 --> 00:46:50,920 I don't really think about it. 616 00:46:50,920 --> 00:46:52,170 Just gets me off. 617 00:46:54,060 --> 00:46:55,920 - [Thomas] Why? 618 00:46:55,920 --> 00:46:59,060 - I don't know, why does it get you off? 619 00:46:59,060 --> 00:47:01,560 - I don't know if it does, I've never done anything. 620 00:47:02,180 --> 00:47:04,070 - [Lee] Which is why you're here. 621 00:47:12,190 --> 00:47:17,200 ♪ What are you waiting for 622 00:47:21,580 --> 00:47:26,590 ♪ Giving it all, babe 623 00:47:27,840 --> 00:47:30,960 ♪ Darling the sky is blue 624 00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:35,350 ♪ And even now the stars still shine ♪ 625 00:47:44,720 --> 00:47:46,610 (moaning) 626 00:48:05,990 --> 00:48:11,000 ♪ We gonna play the same game (mumbles) ♪ 627 00:48:12,250 --> 00:48:19,760 ♪ It's a lie 628 00:48:19,760 --> 00:48:23,510 ♪ Get down when the sky is up 629 00:48:23,510 --> 00:48:28,520 ♪ Keep them up 630 00:48:31,020 --> 00:48:34,770 ♪ Give us only one time 631 00:48:34,770 --> 00:48:38,530 ♪ Get down when the sky is up 632 00:48:38,530 --> 00:48:41,660 ♪ Keep them up 633 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:46,030 (Thomas screams) 634 00:48:49,170 --> 00:48:51,670 (groaning) 635 00:48:54,790 --> 00:48:57,930 (ominous ambiance) 636 00:49:14,200 --> 00:49:16,700 (muffled groaning) 637 00:50:24,270 --> 00:50:26,770 (screaming) 638 00:50:46,790 --> 00:50:51,160 (loud whacking) (screaming) 639 00:51:13,680 --> 00:51:17,440 (sensual atmospheric music) 640 00:52:01,860 --> 00:52:03,110 - Gonna take out your ball gag. 641 00:52:08,740 --> 00:52:13,740 But if you scream, boy, I'm gonna whip you again. 642 00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:21,880 You understand me? 643 00:52:26,890 --> 00:52:28,760 You understand me, boy? 644 00:52:39,400 --> 00:52:41,270 I don't believe you. 645 00:54:37,640 --> 00:54:39,520 I want you to kiss my foot. 646 00:54:48,900 --> 00:54:52,650 I said I want you to kiss my foot, boy. 647 00:55:07,050 --> 00:55:07,670 - No. 648 00:55:11,420 --> 00:55:12,050 - I'll tell you what. 649 00:55:15,170 --> 00:55:18,930 You kiss my foot, I'll let you go. 650 00:55:23,320 --> 00:55:24,570 Scout's honor. 651 00:55:26,430 --> 00:55:30,820 As sure as I'm a red-blooded Christian, I'll do it. 652 00:55:33,330 --> 00:55:34,580 I'll let you go. 653 00:56:02,720 --> 00:56:06,470 (loud rhythmic drumming) 654 00:56:30,880 --> 00:56:32,750 - Yo, are we gonna start this shit or... 655 00:56:34,000 --> 00:56:35,250 - [Jackson] He doesn't speak much? 656 00:56:35,250 --> 00:56:36,500 - What he need to talk for? 657 00:56:36,500 --> 00:56:37,140 We're not here to talk. 658 00:56:38,390 --> 00:56:39,640 - [Jackson] I guess you're right. 659 00:56:47,770 --> 00:56:49,650 - We're not doing shit until we see some money. 660 00:56:50,900 --> 00:56:52,150 - Look, it's customary to-- 661 00:56:52,150 --> 00:56:54,020 - You think I give a fuck about a custom, nigga? 662 00:56:54,020 --> 00:56:56,520 No dough, no dick, period. 663 00:56:56,520 --> 00:56:59,660 - Okay, I'll pay you half up front and half when we finish. 664 00:57:14,680 --> 00:57:17,180 Stand up, take off your clothes. 665 00:58:51,640 --> 00:58:53,520 - You said you was here for dicks. 666 00:58:53,530 --> 00:58:55,390 We ain't up for all that gay shit. 667 00:59:22,300 --> 00:59:24,810 (ominous ambiance) 668 00:59:30,430 --> 00:59:33,560 (tea kettle whistling) 669 00:59:36,070 --> 00:59:39,820 Grab of the rest of the money Tito, get it, get it! 670 00:59:39,820 --> 00:59:42,320 - [Tito] Meeks, it ain't here! 671 00:59:42,320 --> 00:59:43,570 - [Meeks] Open the other drawers, I don't know. 672 00:59:43,580 --> 00:59:46,080 - [Tito] I told you it's not here! 673 00:59:46,080 --> 00:59:47,950 - [Meeks] Where is it? 674 00:59:47,950 --> 00:59:48,580 Where is it? 675 00:59:48,580 --> 00:59:51,700 (tea kettle whistling) 676 00:59:55,450 --> 00:59:59,210 (ominous ambiance intensifies) 677 01:00:33,630 --> 01:00:35,490 (grunting) 678 01:00:41,130 --> 01:00:42,380 - Calm down, boy. 679 01:00:42,380 --> 01:00:43,630 - Fuck you. 680 01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:44,890 - I said calm down. 681 01:00:44,890 --> 01:00:46,140 - Fuck you! 682 01:00:46,140 --> 01:00:49,260 - I'm only gonna warn you this one last time. 683 01:00:49,260 --> 01:00:49,890 - Fuck you! 684 01:00:54,260 --> 01:00:58,650 (screaming) (zapping) 685 01:00:59,900 --> 01:01:01,770 Fuck you! 686 01:01:01,770 --> 01:01:06,160 (screaming) (zapping) 687 01:01:08,660 --> 01:01:09,910 - You're gonna learn, boy. 688 01:01:11,780 --> 01:01:13,660 Now go on, let it out. 689 01:01:16,780 --> 01:01:17,420 - Fuck you. 690 01:01:20,540 --> 01:01:24,290 (screaming) (zapping) 691 01:01:24,290 --> 01:01:26,180 - Can I help you with something? 692 01:01:26,180 --> 01:01:29,300 - [Jackson] Yes, I got a noise complaint the other day. 693 01:01:29,300 --> 01:01:30,550 Some screaming. 694 01:01:30,550 --> 01:01:31,800 - [Jackson] Okay. 695 01:01:33,050 --> 01:01:34,300 - Any problems? 696 01:01:34,300 --> 01:01:36,800 - [Jackson] Did you get the complaint for here? 697 01:01:36,800 --> 01:01:38,060 - Yeah. 698 01:01:38,060 --> 01:01:38,690 Any problems? 699 01:01:38,690 --> 01:01:39,940 - [Jackson] No, no. 700 01:01:42,440 --> 01:01:44,950 - So no reason for the commotion the other night? 701 01:01:46,810 --> 01:01:50,570 - Not that I can recall, it was the other night. 702 01:01:53,710 --> 01:01:54,960 - Okay. 703 01:01:56,210 --> 01:01:57,460 Have a good day. 704 01:01:57,460 --> 01:01:58,080 - Same to you. 705 01:02:01,210 --> 01:02:03,710 (heart beating) 706 01:02:08,720 --> 01:02:10,590 - [Officer] You two were arguing. 707 01:02:12,470 --> 01:02:15,590 - [Amadi] I mean yeah, but it was nothing. 708 01:02:15,590 --> 01:02:16,840 - What were you arguing about? 709 01:02:18,730 --> 01:02:22,480 - Work, finances, couples stuff. 710 01:02:23,740 --> 01:02:26,240 - Because he's an artist and you pay all the bills. 711 01:02:27,490 --> 01:02:29,990 - No, because we're a couple and couples argue. 712 01:02:29,990 --> 01:02:31,860 - But after most couples argue one of 713 01:02:31,860 --> 01:02:33,740 them doesn't usually disappear. 714 01:02:35,000 --> 01:02:36,250 And their other doesn't usually 715 01:02:36,250 --> 01:02:38,750 wait almost a week to report it. 716 01:02:38,750 --> 01:02:40,000 - That's only because I knew it wouldn't be taken 717 01:02:40,000 --> 01:02:42,500 it seriously had I filed it less than a week. 718 01:02:42,500 --> 01:02:45,010 - Do you mind continuing this down at the precinct? 719 01:02:48,760 --> 01:02:50,010 - Man, fuck you and the precinct! 720 01:02:50,010 --> 01:02:51,260 - There's no need for aggression there, buddy. 721 01:02:51,260 --> 01:02:52,510 - Both of you need to get the fuck out of my house! 722 01:02:52,510 --> 01:02:53,760 - [Officer] We're trying to help you, sir. 723 01:02:53,770 --> 01:02:55,020 - Trying to help me? 724 01:02:55,020 --> 01:02:56,270 If you were trying to help me you'd be... 725 01:02:56,270 --> 01:02:59,390 (hyperventilating) 726 01:03:01,270 --> 01:03:04,390 - Hey, get your hand out of your pocket now! 727 01:03:10,650 --> 01:03:11,900 - I need my inhaler. 728 01:03:13,790 --> 01:03:15,040 - What? 729 01:03:15,040 --> 01:03:18,160 - I'm asthmatic and I need my inhaler. 730 01:03:18,160 --> 01:03:18,790 - Right there? 731 01:03:21,290 --> 01:03:22,540 I'll get it for you. 732 01:03:26,300 --> 01:03:26,910 All right. 733 01:03:40,680 --> 01:03:43,180 - Now both of you can get the fuck out of my house. 734 01:03:48,820 --> 01:03:50,690 - [Officer] We'll notify you if anything comes up. 735 01:03:54,440 --> 01:03:56,330 (laughs) 736 01:03:56,330 --> 01:03:59,450 - [Rachel] What, no, stop laughing, it's not funny. 737 01:03:59,450 --> 01:04:01,330 It's not, you see, this is the problem. 738 01:04:01,330 --> 01:04:03,200 This is why your son thinks it's okay 739 01:04:03,200 --> 01:04:05,090 to punch his teacher in the balls. 740 01:04:05,090 --> 01:04:08,840 You need to get upset and get mad and grrr! 741 01:04:08,840 --> 01:04:10,090 - Grrr! 742 01:04:10,090 --> 01:04:11,340 - [Rachel] Yes, yes, you make him think it's 743 01:04:11,340 --> 01:04:13,840 okay with your laughing and your high fives 744 01:04:13,850 --> 01:04:18,220 and your stuff, he gets all that from you. 745 01:04:18,220 --> 01:04:23,220 - Okay, you know, that teacher was a dick right? 746 01:04:23,220 --> 01:04:25,110 Everybody knew he was a dick and 747 01:04:25,110 --> 01:04:28,230 he got what he deserved, period. 748 01:04:28,230 --> 01:04:30,110 - [Rachel] Whatever. 749 01:04:30,110 --> 01:04:31,980 - And truth be told, if he's going around punching 750 01:04:31,980 --> 01:04:33,230 guys in the balls he got that from you, not me. 751 01:04:33,230 --> 01:04:35,730 - Oh really? 752 01:04:35,730 --> 01:04:36,980 - [Lee] Yeah, really. 753 01:04:36,980 --> 01:04:37,620 - Shut up. 754 01:04:45,740 --> 01:04:47,630 (chuckles) 755 01:05:03,900 --> 01:05:05,760 I was just trying to... 756 01:05:10,150 --> 01:05:11,400 - I messed up. 757 01:05:11,400 --> 01:05:12,650 - No shit. 758 01:05:16,410 --> 01:05:20,160 - No, I messed up. 759 01:05:23,920 --> 01:05:24,530 - Lee. 760 01:05:26,420 --> 01:05:27,030 Lee, what's wrong? 761 01:05:32,040 --> 01:05:33,290 If you tell me I... 762 01:05:35,790 --> 01:05:36,430 Lee. 763 01:05:38,300 --> 01:05:42,050 Lee come on, what's wrong, what's... 764 01:05:42,050 --> 01:05:45,190 (ominous ambiance) 765 01:05:49,560 --> 01:05:50,810 What? 766 01:05:50,810 --> 01:05:52,060 It's okay. 767 01:06:00,820 --> 01:06:04,570 (ambiance intensifies) 768 01:06:16,470 --> 01:06:18,970 Have you heard from Thomas? 769 01:06:18,970 --> 01:06:20,220 - No I haven't. 770 01:06:22,720 --> 01:06:23,970 - Fuck. 771 01:06:24,590 --> 01:06:27,730 This opening might just be you then, you know. 772 01:06:27,730 --> 01:06:29,600 - Everything will be just fine. 773 01:06:29,600 --> 01:06:30,850 - Don't get smart. 774 01:06:32,730 --> 01:06:33,350 - Rachel. 775 01:06:37,100 --> 01:06:40,860 - This is the tale of Enik and Alex. 776 01:06:42,740 --> 01:06:45,860 Alex was a slaver who was much loved by his 777 01:06:45,860 --> 01:06:49,620 darkies, and he loved them back so, but none 778 01:06:49,620 --> 01:06:53,370 did he love more than his Enik. 779 01:06:56,510 --> 01:06:59,630 Enik and Alex had basically grown up together. 780 01:07:01,510 --> 01:07:03,380 Alex's father had purchased Enik's 781 01:07:03,380 --> 01:07:07,130 family when he was about 12. 782 01:07:09,640 --> 01:07:14,640 And immediately Enik and Alex had a connection. 783 01:07:17,780 --> 01:07:22,780 And like all boys, they experimented sexually. 784 01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:27,790 So much so over the years that Alex's father 785 01:07:27,790 --> 01:07:32,790 insisted that Alex take a wife upon his 16th birthday. 786 01:07:35,300 --> 01:07:38,420 With a heavy heart, Alex did. 787 01:07:40,920 --> 01:07:45,310 But that did not stop his visits to Enik's slave quarters. 788 01:07:48,430 --> 01:07:52,810 On one such night, Alex's wife, clueless to the 789 01:07:54,680 --> 01:07:57,820 whole situation, followed Alex down to the cabins. 790 01:07:59,690 --> 01:08:04,690 And when she opened the door, what did she see? 791 01:08:06,580 --> 01:08:11,580 Alex balls deep into Enik's chocolate hole. 792 01:08:12,830 --> 01:08:16,590 Well she screamed and ran for the authorities. 793 01:08:19,090 --> 01:08:20,960 Knowing that their fate was grim, 794 01:08:20,960 --> 01:08:24,710 Enik and Alex took off running. 795 01:08:24,710 --> 01:08:25,960 They had only each other. 796 01:08:27,210 --> 01:08:32,220 Like a man and his dog, a quintessential binding. 797 01:08:34,110 --> 01:08:36,610 With the authorities closing in fast, 798 01:08:36,610 --> 01:08:38,480 Alex and Enik made the hasty 799 01:08:38,480 --> 01:08:42,230 decision to cross the frozen Hudson. 800 01:08:42,230 --> 01:08:45,370 They made it out about 40 feet before the ice gave way. 801 01:08:46,620 --> 01:08:51,620 And they vanished, never to be seen or heard from again. 802 01:09:01,000 --> 01:09:06,000 All I can think of is that they were together. 803 01:09:09,760 --> 01:09:11,010 Side by side. 804 01:09:13,510 --> 01:09:15,400 Maybe holding hands. 805 01:09:16,650 --> 01:09:21,650 Staring deeply into each other's eyes as they drowned. 806 01:09:24,770 --> 01:09:26,020 Froze to death. 807 01:09:27,910 --> 01:09:29,160 Just staring. 808 01:09:31,030 --> 01:09:34,160 And knowing that no matter what, 809 01:09:36,030 --> 01:09:41,040 the master and8: his boy, their bond, 810 01:09:42,290 --> 01:09:44,790 their fate, was forever together. 811 01:09:52,930 --> 01:09:56,050 (heart beating) 812 01:09:58,560 --> 01:09:59,190 Who am I? 813 01:10:09,200 --> 01:10:11,070 I said who am I? 814 01:10:22,330 --> 01:10:23,580 Am I the master? 815 01:10:27,330 --> 01:10:27,970 Huh? 816 01:10:34,840 --> 01:10:36,090 Am I the master? 817 01:10:38,600 --> 01:10:43,600 (screaming) (zapping) 818 01:10:48,610 --> 01:10:49,860 Am I the master? 819 01:10:52,990 --> 01:10:54,240 Am! 820 01:10:54,250 --> 01:10:58,620 (screaming) (zapping) 821 01:10:59,870 --> 01:11:00,500 I! 822 01:11:03,620 --> 01:11:04,250 The! 823 01:11:06,760 --> 01:11:07,370 Master! 824 01:11:12,380 --> 01:11:14,260 (sobbing) 825 01:11:26,140 --> 01:11:27,390 And who are you? 826 01:11:33,030 --> 01:11:34,280 Who are you to me? 827 01:11:38,660 --> 01:11:39,290 Who are you? 828 01:11:43,040 --> 01:11:43,660 Come on. 829 01:11:45,550 --> 01:11:46,800 Who are you? 830 01:11:49,920 --> 01:11:50,550 Who are you? 831 01:12:18,700 --> 01:12:20,580 I knew you were. 832 01:12:20,580 --> 01:12:24,950 (dramatic acoustic guitar music) 833 01:12:38,720 --> 01:12:43,720 ♪ There's so much power in a word ♪ 834 01:12:45,610 --> 01:12:50,610 ♪ He showed us just how big they were ♪ 835 01:12:51,860 --> 01:12:56,870 ♪ He painted pictures without frames ♪ 836 01:12:58,740 --> 01:13:03,740 ♪ Imagination was attained 837 01:13:04,990 --> 01:13:10,000 ♪ He saw the world with open eyes ♪ 838 01:13:11,880 --> 01:13:16,890 ♪ He spoke of love beyond the thighs ♪ 839 01:13:18,140 --> 01:13:23,140 ♪ His pure intent to make a scene ♪ 840 01:13:24,400 --> 01:13:29,400 ♪ How great the human race could be ♪ 841 01:13:29,400 --> 01:13:32,520 ♪ But they holler 842 01:13:32,520 --> 01:13:35,660 ♪ Let's go shoot him down 843 01:13:35,660 --> 01:13:38,780 ♪ We don't need him around 844 01:13:38,780 --> 01:13:43,780 ♪ Faggot poetry don't mean shit to me ♪ 845 01:13:45,030 --> 01:13:48,170 ♪ Let's go shoot him down 846 01:13:48,170 --> 01:13:51,290 ♪ Put him in the ground 847 01:13:51,290 --> 01:13:54,420 ♪ Kill that poet's dreams 848 01:13:54,430 --> 01:13:57,540 ♪ 'Cause they don't mean shit to me ♪ 849 01:13:57,540 --> 01:14:02,550 ♪ Death to the poet 850 01:14:05,050 --> 01:14:09,440 ♪ Let him die 851 01:14:09,440 --> 01:14:14,450 ♪ Nobody knows it 852 01:14:16,950 --> 01:14:21,950 ♪ He will survive 853 01:14:23,200 --> 01:14:27,570 ♪ His words are growing 854 01:14:28,210 --> 01:14:32,580 ♪ Growing deep inside 855 01:14:34,470 --> 01:14:39,470 ♪ Death to the poet 856 01:14:42,590 --> 01:14:45,730 ♪ We keep him alive 857 01:14:45,730 --> 01:14:48,850 (ominous atmosphere music) 858 01:16:40,210 --> 01:16:42,710 (humming) 859 01:16:47,710 --> 01:16:52,720 ♪ I used to fall in love with all ♪ 860 01:16:53,350 --> 01:16:58,360 ♪ Those boys who call on young cuties ♪ 861 01:17:01,480 --> 01:17:06,480 ♪ But now I find my heart's inclined ♪ 862 01:17:07,120 --> 01:17:12,120 ♪ To keep my mind on my duties 863 01:17:13,370 --> 01:17:17,130 ♪ Since I've begun to share 864 01:17:17,130 --> 01:17:22,130 ♪ In such a sweet love affair 865 01:17:24,640 --> 01:17:29,640 ♪ Though I'm in love, I'm not above ♪ 866 01:17:30,890 --> 01:17:35,260 ♪ A date with a Duke or a caddie ♪ 867 01:17:36,510 --> 01:17:40,900 ♪ It's just a pose 'cause my baby knows ♪ 868 01:17:42,150 --> 01:17:46,520 ♪ That my heart belongs to daddy ♪ 869 01:17:50,910 --> 01:17:55,920 ♪ If some good scout invites me out ♪ 870 01:17:57,170 --> 01:18:00,920 ♪ To dine on some fine fin and haddie ♪ 871 01:18:02,170 --> 01:18:06,540 ♪ My baby's sure his love is secure ♪ 872 01:18:07,790 --> 01:18:12,180 ♪ 'Cause my heart belongs to daddy ♪ 873 01:18:14,050 --> 01:18:19,060 ♪ Yes, my heart belongs to daddy ♪ 874 01:18:20,310 --> 01:18:25,310 ♪ So I simply couldn't be bad 875 01:18:27,200 --> 01:18:32,200 ♪ Yes, my heart belongs to daddy ♪ 876 01:18:33,450 --> 01:18:38,460 ♪ Dad 877 01:18:40,330 --> 01:18:45,330 ♪ So if you feel romantic laddie ♪ 878 01:18:46,580 --> 01:18:50,970 ♪ Let me warn you right from the start ♪ 879 01:18:52,220 --> 01:18:57,230 ♪ That my heart belongs to daddy ♪ 880 01:19:02,230 --> 01:19:07,240 ♪ And daddy belongs 881 01:19:07,850 --> 01:19:10,360 ♪ To my heart 882 01:19:21,000 --> 01:19:24,120 (ominous ambiance) 883 01:19:29,760 --> 01:19:32,260 (heart beating) 884 01:19:42,890 --> 01:19:44,770 - Come here, boy. 885 01:19:50,400 --> 01:19:51,650 Kneel. 886 01:20:18,560 --> 01:20:19,810 Go on boy, get. 887 01:20:21,680 --> 01:20:22,310 - What? 888 01:20:24,820 --> 01:20:26,070 - You're free. 889 01:20:26,680 --> 01:20:27,930 You can go. 890 01:20:29,190 --> 01:20:31,070 (laughs) 891 01:21:05,470 --> 01:21:09,230 (dramatic ethereal music) 892 01:21:33,000 --> 01:21:35,500 ♪ Didn't you know 893 01:21:35,500 --> 01:21:39,260 ♪ Didn't you know I'd wait for you ♪ 894 01:21:43,010 --> 01:21:43,640 - So... 895 01:21:46,760 --> 01:21:48,010 He's just lying there dead? 896 01:21:55,520 --> 01:21:56,160 - Yeah. 897 01:22:00,530 --> 01:22:03,030 ♪ Didn't you know 898 01:22:03,030 --> 01:22:06,780 ♪ I've waited a long time for you ♪ 899 01:22:09,920 --> 01:22:10,540 - Good. 900 01:22:16,180 --> 01:22:19,300 (phone vibrates) 901 01:22:28,690 --> 01:22:29,940 - Hello? 902 01:22:29,940 --> 01:22:32,440 - Hey, I just got your e-mail. 903 01:22:34,310 --> 01:22:34,940 - Yeah? 904 01:22:36,810 --> 01:22:38,700 - You just needed a vacation? 905 01:22:42,450 --> 01:22:43,070 - Yeah. 906 01:22:44,960 --> 01:22:48,070 - And now you wanna come up in here and put on an art show? 907 01:22:50,580 --> 01:22:51,210 - Yeah. 908 01:22:53,080 --> 01:22:54,330 - Okay. 909 01:22:54,970 --> 01:22:56,220 - Will Rachel be there? 910 01:22:57,470 --> 01:22:59,340 - Yeah, she should be. 911 01:22:59,340 --> 01:23:01,840 She just had a death in the family, 912 01:23:01,840 --> 01:23:04,340 but she should be back, why? 913 01:23:05,590 --> 01:23:06,840 - No reason. 914 01:23:07,480 --> 01:23:09,350 I'll see you ASAP. 915 01:23:12,480 --> 01:23:13,100 Bye bye. 916 01:23:21,240 --> 01:23:26,250 ♪ Someone's gonna die tonight 917 01:23:28,110 --> 01:23:33,120 ♪ Someone's gonna leave this place, you know better ♪ 918 01:23:35,010 --> 01:23:38,120 ♪ Is it gonna be right 919 01:23:47,520 --> 01:23:52,520 ♪ Didn't you know I withstood this world for you ♪ 920 01:23:58,140 --> 01:24:03,150 ♪ All of the love you give 921 01:24:05,040 --> 01:24:09,410 ♪ All of the love you give, love you give ♪ 922 01:24:09,410 --> 01:24:14,410 ♪ Love you give, love you give 923 01:24:15,660 --> 01:24:19,420 ♪ Didn't you know I will take abuse of you ♪ 924 01:24:25,670 --> 01:24:30,680 ♪ For all of the love you give 925 01:24:32,560 --> 01:24:35,680 ♪ For all of the love 926 01:24:42,570 --> 01:24:43,190 - You ready? 927 01:25:07,600 --> 01:25:10,100 This is your night, okay? 928 01:25:10,100 --> 01:25:11,350 Don't worry about anything else that's been 929 01:25:11,350 --> 01:25:15,720 going on right now, just focus on tonight. 930 01:25:15,720 --> 01:25:16,970 I love you. 931 01:25:16,970 --> 01:25:18,220 - I love you too. 932 01:25:25,730 --> 01:25:27,620 - I'm gonna get some drinks, okay? 933 01:25:27,620 --> 01:25:32,620 ♪ Someone's gonna die, someone's gonna go far away ♪ 934 01:25:33,870 --> 01:25:38,880 ♪ Someone's gonna leave this place, you know it ♪ 935 01:25:40,130 --> 01:25:43,880 ♪ Is it gonna be right 936 01:26:03,270 --> 01:26:06,410 - So Jackson, what inspired your piece? 937 01:26:07,020 --> 01:26:09,530 - Well I'm a slut, Rachel. 938 01:26:09,530 --> 01:26:11,410 (laughter) 939 01:26:11,410 --> 01:26:14,530 No, but really, just wanted to document my desires 940 01:26:14,530 --> 01:26:17,030 and I guess what I found out is that 941 01:26:17,030 --> 01:26:20,790 it's a mix between my fantasies and my 942 01:26:20,790 --> 01:26:25,170 hopes and some of my nightmares and everything 943 01:26:25,180 --> 01:26:28,930 that's ugly and beautiful in-between. 944 01:26:28,930 --> 01:26:32,050 - So Thomas, what inspired you? 945 01:26:37,050 --> 01:26:38,940 - Sometimes... 946 01:26:43,940 --> 01:26:45,810 Sometimes I don't work. 947 01:26:45,810 --> 01:26:47,060 I have a lot of time. 948 01:26:49,570 --> 01:26:51,450 I have this terrifying thought that no matter 949 01:26:51,450 --> 01:26:55,200 how hard I try to fight it or think otherwise, 950 01:26:55,210 --> 01:26:57,710 no matter how hard, how foreign it is 951 01:26:57,710 --> 01:27:01,460 for me to believe, I've come to realize 952 01:27:01,460 --> 01:27:06,470 that at my base, and at my core, I'm just an 953 01:27:07,720 --> 01:27:10,220 animal catering to my most primitive needs. 954 01:27:12,090 --> 01:27:17,090 To eat, drink, to fuck, to laugh, to love. 955 01:27:23,980 --> 01:27:27,740 I'm just a domesticated animal and a 956 01:27:27,740 --> 01:27:32,740 product of my parents, and my circumstances, 957 01:27:37,750 --> 01:27:41,500 and where I grew up, and where I live, 958 01:27:41,500 --> 01:27:44,620 and my society, and my education, and my 959 01:27:44,620 --> 01:27:47,120 just everything I can't control. 960 01:27:49,630 --> 01:27:51,510 Just parts of me I can't control. 961 01:27:54,010 --> 01:27:59,020 I'm just a product and an animal. 962 01:28:01,520 --> 01:28:04,640 (rhythmic drumming)